DEAR HOPE,

I am searching for you everywhere,
I’ve been looking for you in all the wrong places, yeah, ugly places,

Searching you in the lyrics of an old song,
Like a lover, You are the muse to my song,

Waiting for you to light me up like a firework,
I wanna be that spark, wanna be that star,

Untill now i never knew that you were inside me,
Yeah, you were inside me,
Yeah, YOU WERE ME!

I care me!

I may not be loved by my family

may not be understood by my lover

may not be liked by my friends

may be envyed by some

ignored by many

but almost always forgiven by me!

I HOPE.

and when you left, you left a void inside me,

i ran in search of replacements, all in vain,

i tried rearranging myself, and now i’m not stable,

may be the void is meant to be with me, may be that’s how i sustain,

hoping that someday, somehow, somewhere in this life, i’ll not be empty!